April 19, 2013

Dignity + Destiny


If it's meant to be, it will be.

This is practically my life mantra. And now more than ever will I need to remind myself of this simple concept.

While applying for jobs may be annoying, what's honestly holding me back is the fear of rejection. I think I've set my standards just a tad bit too high and it will likely be a rude awakening when I get shot down from something I somehow thought I was worthy of.

More than that, I am terrified to accept a job only to find out I absolutely hate it. First impressions are everything, so starting off on the wrong foot could lead to a whole lot of unhappiness. What if I realize staring at a computer or working at a desk all day just isn't for me? I don't expect my first job to be some glamourous gig that I stick with for the rest of my life, but I do expect it to be something that excites me.

I guess I just need to be honest with myself about this whole job bit.

After all, if it's meant to be, it'll be. Right?

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